I wish I had anything in the way of social skills, or confidence in myself back then. Unfortuneately, I did not find those things until I was forty five years old, and you were long gone.
You have crossed my mind many times through all of these years. The thoughts make me feel so bad.
Even before I found those skills, I felt that I should have been there for you, but none of this came to me until you were gone.
Steven Swigart
Barbara,
I knew you way before High School.
I found out many years later that you "liked" me.
I liked you.
I wish I had anything in the way of social skills, or confidence in myself back then. Unfortuneately, I did not find those things until I was forty five years old, and you were long gone.
You have crossed my mind many times through all of these years. The thoughts make me feel so bad.
Even before I found those skills, I felt that I should have been there for you, but none of this came to me until you were gone.
R.I.P. Barbara. I still think of you.
Steven